Beloved R

 

To R

It is three years ago today that you died to this world but was born into the supersensible realms. The first 18 months of your crossing the threshold were not real to me. I pushed the thought of your death away, pretending it didn’t happen. Then during the last two days of my second Saturn return, December 30-31st, 2014, there you were. Perhaps you’d been trying to reach me all the while but it wasn’t until then, when you brought out the big guns, I could no longer ignore what was happening…and what you were asking of me.

It takes those of us here on the physical plane (I will not say left behind for that does you a great disservice) a long time to get past the suffering of grief and embrace the celebration of your return to the angelic realms…but truly I do celebrate with you today. Slowly I continue to understand how our destiny works together, how everything had to happen the way it did, for this most important work we do together to begin. Do I not sometimes wish things could have been different? Yes…I do. But Rudolf Steiner urges us to accept and fulfill our destiny with as much grace as possible. So to the best of my ability, I do.

You and I have much work to accomplish before I too cross the threshold. With your support and the guidance from our guardian angels, guides and teachers in the higher realms, we will forge ahead…not truly sure where all this will lead…but knowing that no matter what…this is the work we were meant to do…you and I.

So today…I will read to you to help you orient to your new surroundings better and better. I will send you beautiful colors and charged thoughts of love as nourishment for your soul. And I will know…that death does not separate us…that you are closer to me now than ever you were in the flesh…and understand so much better now why, for each of us to do what we were meant to do, we had to “part” in the physical. So with you there and me here (which again is a mistatement as we occupy the same space) …we forge the bridge we agreed to build before we ever incarnated in this life. Truly this life is a mystery!

Happy Birthday R. You are very much loved.

A Vow

vowBefore we resume our study of Rudolf Steiner’s work with the dead, I want to share something with you. Recently, I spent a weekend at a spiritual retreat conducted by my Kabbalah teacher of many years, Jungian Analyst Joseph Lee. Every retreat is powerful and profound but his closing statements this time were so potent and so timely…I feel bound to share, to the best of my ability, his thoughts.

I have mentioned it before but will state it again; we are at a tipping point on this planet. Almost everyone can feel, in their own way that we as a species cannot continue as we are for much longer. The earth cannot tolerate our abuse, our hatred, our avarice, our fear. Radical change is called for. It will come either with our help or it will be forced upon us…but change will occur.

Those in the discarnate realms – angelic beings, ascended masters, teachers and guides and those beloved dead who have evolved to a certain point, are clamoring for our help…and for us to allow them to help through us.

Those who are called to serve as conduits for the Light are needed so very badly to step up and claim our inheritance as children of the Divine. We cannot be shy or falsely humble. We can and must offer ourselves up, no matter what the cost, to be fashioned as unobstructed channels for Divine Fire to flow from the super-sensible worlds to the earth. Those who make this offering are given an unprecedented opportunity for spiritual growth in this incarnation.

The service we offer in the Community of Spirits is part of the vanguard. Rudolf Steiner says service to the dead and knowing what comes in the life between death and rebirth is the most important work there is. While I know there is work of equal importance, this is where my heart is. If you find your heart here too…please join us. Place a comment of commitment at the bottom of the post to become, to the best of your ability, a conduit for the descent of Divine Fire. This commitment is not to me but to you and to the higher realms. Together we will build a bridge between the so-called living and the so-called dead, helping the unrealized potential of the most evolved beings from the angelic realms to flow down through us into the world. For it is desperately needed both here and there. I take this vow. Will you join me?

Pilgrimage to the Oracles of Greece – Part 2

I will briefly visit the rest of the oracles we saw while in Greece. Even the short time we managed to be at each one, touched me deeply and I believe will help to inspire the work of the Community of Spirits.

Delphi

Delphi

There are no words to aptly describe the beauty and majesty of Delphi. Nested high up in the mountains with a panorama of more mountains at every turn, it sparkles like a jewel. Truly the energy of Apollo permeates every stone, every facet. I broke away from the tour group to spend the bulk of my time standing right above where the prophetess gazed into the tripod bowl and made her predictions. I easily entered into an altered state, seeing the blazing auras of the mountains and bright bolts of silver light emanating from them. I asked a question…and received an answer. Though I have never been here in this life, it felt like home.

Eleusis

Eleusis2

Few tours go here anymore because this most sacred of sites is now surrounded by oil refineries and ugly industry. Again, we had this place virtually to ourselves. Once more, a feeling of familiarity struck me. In researching this site before going, I read the Rosicrucian Digest on it. Interestingly there is an older myth of Demeter and Persephone, one that does not include the rape of Persephone by Hades. In this telling, while Demeter and Persephone are delighting in the fields and flowers, Persephone is drawn to a special flower…a poppy I believe, I am not sure…but she draws near to the flower, whose roots enter the underworld. She hears the cries of the dead. They do not know where they are, do not know they are dead…and are very frightened. Persephone is moved by their suffering and willingly chooses to enter the underworld to serve them. It’s quite a different telling and one that so embraces our service to the dead, it makes me weep. I sat right there, at the opening of the underworld for a long time…reaching out to the spirit of Persephone, asking her guidance and her blessing…asking her a question and receiving an answer.

Nekromanteion (Oracle of the Dead) in Ephyra

necromanteion

The most renowned Oracle of the Dead is perched on a hill where Hade’s river Acheron joins its tributary. This was not part of our tour either but once our guide realized how important these oracles where to me, she made a special jog a bit out of our way for us to spend at least a few minutes there. For over 2500 years people came here to speak with their beloved dead through chthonic rituals. It is here that Dr. Raymond Moody got his inspiration to recreate a modern psychomanteum for the grieving to possibly make contact with their beloved dead. In November, I will spend three days privately working with Dr. Moody and his psychomanteum…learning the process and how to build one of my own.

This is one stream of learning I pursue for our community. Rudolf Steiner’s work is the other. It is my hope that something new will crystalize from the synthesis of these two pioneers.

Next time, we will resume exploring the super-sensible world as Rudolf Steiner suggests.

The Two Sides of Death

Life has me running the gauntlet, making it very hard to write Part 2 of Pilgrimage to the Oracles of Greece. I will write it but in the meantime, I wanted to leave you this quote from Rudolf Steiner about death. He is our foremost guide and I am reading this book of his now.

“Death is something that most distinctly has two totally different aspects. Regarded here from the physical world it certainly has many sad aspects, many painful sides. However, here we really only see death from the one side; after our death we see it from the other. It is then the most satisfying and most perfect occurrence that we can possibly experience, for there is it a living fact. Whereas here death is a proof of how frail and transitory the human physical life is- when seen from the spiritual world it is actually a proof that the spirit continually wins the victory over everything non-spiritual that the spirit is ever the life, the eternal, ever-unconquerable life.” Rudolf Steiner – Spiritual Life Now and after Death (page 9).